Note from Ron: Last week, after waiting months for the opportunity, I finally had a Quantum Healing Hypnosis session with Suzanne Spooner. After we reviewed the recordings and discussed it, we have decided that there might very well be material that will be of value to others in what we recorded. I find that this is not an easy thing, publishing to the world what you have dredged up from your subconscious, but Suzanne has smoothed the way for me as well as let me keep personal things to myself, for which I cannot thank her enough. I offer this to anyone interested, for what you may glean from it. So! Here we go.
Note from Suzanne Spooner: Several months ago my dear friend and fellow TAUKer had mentioned he would like to have a Quantum Healing Hypnosis Therapy session with me. Our only issue was the distance separating us. Ron lives in Florida, I live in Iowa and QHHT sessions must be done in person. I mentioned to Ron that my husband and I would be in St. Pete’s for vacation in April and would he consider the drive up from Miami for a session? He said yes and everything fell in line. We made plans for him to stay with us overnight in our rental home as his drive was substantial and his session would run about 4-5 hours. Mr. Head arrived, we sat down to dinner and conversation and talked a little about his upcoming session.
As we sat down the next morning, I believe Ron mentioned that it felt like something big was going to happen! The room was already feeling electric with energy and I agreed with him. I didn’t want to lead him in expectations but thought that his channeling buddy, Archangel Michael might pop through for a chat during the time of the session where Ron’s High Self came through to answer the list of questions Ron had prepared. I had Archangel Gabriel come through at a session with a different client and The Council of Twelve came through at my own session once, so guest appearances weren’t uncommon. I advise my clients, prior to a QHHT session to leave their slate clean of all expectations as ANYTHING can happen.
We started the session. We were guided by Ron’s HS to two past lives. One in ancient times, before history as we know it was recorded we were told. In this life he had no responsibility. Ron referred to this as a ‘vacation life’. Swimming in the ocean for food and living on a beach seemed to be the theme. The next life he was born into a family of tribal leaders who accepted great responsibility for the tribe members and their way of life. It was later explained that Ron had had many lives like this second one. The contrast of the two lives shown then was one of no responsibility and one of much responsibility.
We finished looking at those experiences and I called forth his High Self (Subconscious, The Universal Mind~ There are many names we put to this energy. It’s the bigger version of us. The part of us that has been with us since the very beginning)
Suzanne: Do I have permission to ask questions?
Suzanne: Thank you. Now I know the high self could have brought forth many different lifetimes for Ron to see today. The last time that we looked at one was when he was in the body of a hunter, being like a tribal leader. Why was it that you chose to bring forth that life for him to see? Why did you pick that lifetime for him?
Ron: He must learn to accept the responsibilities. They are not his.
Suzanne: OK. OK. So he has made it past that?
Ron: This time he has.
Suzanne: OK. Very good. And that lifetime you showed him where he felt that he had a shell for a body. Why did you want him to see that lifetime?
Ron: He has learned to live in lack. He has learned there is never enough. He has learned life is hard. And that lifetime was not.
Suzanne: OK. That was an easier… he said that was like a vacation.
Ron: He took a vacation.
Suzanne: OK. That was a vacation life?
Suzanne: OK. So that was a life in contrast to those other experiences?
Ron: No responsibility.
Suzanne: Ohhh. OK. It was an interesting body that he carried as his vehicle in that experience. Is that an animal or a person or a creature that we know about?
Ron: You would say long, long ago.
Suzanne: So that’s nothing in our current history, that type of being.
Ron: Not even in your stories.
Suzanne: OK. I’m learning there’s a lot that’s not in our stories, and not a lot that’s correct, actually. Was there a name for that type of being?
Ron: He did not have language.
Suzanne: Say it again?
Ron: He did not have language.
Suzanne: He did not have language. That’s good. That’s kind of our thing isn’t it, trying to label it? So that second life was about teaching him that he didn’t need to be responsible for everybody else? Is that right?
Ron: There was responsibility. There were things that had to be done. He was the best one to do them. That does not make him responsible for everyone else’s life and decisions and… HE MUST NOT BLAME GOD! Ever again.
Suzanne: OK. That’s important, isn’t it? Because it seems that he and his father, his father’s father… that group of men (speaking of the men in the life of the tribal leader), were taught that they were responsible for everyone, is that correct?
Ron: How to do that.
Ron: Do not order people about.
Suzanne: He seems to have mastered that in this life. He seems such a gentle soul. I can’t imagine him ordering anybody about.
Ron: Nor can he.
Suzanne: OK. OK. So it seems you’re showing him both sides of the coin in lives, one where he had no responsibility, and one where he a lot of responsibility, is that right?
Suzanne: OK. And how does that relate to the current life?
Ron: He has put himself, over and over again (in many lives), in charge of groups of people, in charge of their spiritual life. And every time he has run away. And he has finally learned why that is.
Suzanne: Why is that?
Ron: Because he was afraid of the responsibility. Because he was afraid of failing. Because he was afraid of failing them and he was afraid of failing me. And he knows that he reached that moment when he saw that. And he knows that I took him back.
Note from Suzanne: Just prior to this last comment the energy in the room really amped up. The “High Self” was also doing something not seen in most of my QHHT sessions. “It” started to refer to itself as “Me” or “I”. I had a feeling that something bigger than Ron’s HS was giving the information.
Suzanne: You’re aware that we’re recording this. Is that correct?
Suzanne: OK. Can you tell me who you speak as?
Ron: I am. He calls me Mother/Father God, Creator. And I suppose there is a level at which that is true. He also calls me Self. And that is true. There is a part of him which knows those things and yet he does not know how to say them.
Note from Suzanne: Talk about a moment of “WOW!” I really needed some time to collect my thoughts and figure out how to proceed with this session. If YOU could sit and have a one to one, verbal conversation with the Creator of our universe what would you want to ask? Or would you ask nothing?? I had had a similar moment before a few years back when I received my first God message through my process called TAUK. I felt I should stay on track and ask all of Ron’s questions but thought there might be a message for humanity as well. God/Creator doing what it does so well, answered Ron’s questions and expanded the answers, in most cases, to address humanity. A win-win!
Suzanne: I think that it was kind of like a craw in his throat. He would like to be able to say and see and know those things. But he knows that he has the ability to do that, but yet he feels he doesn’t experience it. What would you tell him about that?
Creator: Cease worrying over someone else’s reaction to what you say. That is not your responsibility. Your responsibility is to say it. Not the things you think, not the things you read, the things you know! You have been places… You know so much. I trust you. Trust yourself.
Suzanne: Wow. It’s quite an honor and a joy for me to experience this communion and conversation with you. Tell me how is it to use his body to speak through?
Creator: We have done this many times. He has walked in places that I honor him for. But he will not remember them.
Suzanne: Why not?
Creator: He has been afraid.
Suzanne: What is he afraid of?
Ron: To claim such things.
Suzanne: OK. What would you tell him about that then?
Creator: You must learn to honor all of what you are, all of what you have been. It matters not… We know you have been killed for those things. We know you have been burned. We know you have been hung. We know you have been run down by horses. That will not happen anymore. It is not important. It is important that you own them. They are part of you too.
Suzanne: How can he own them?
Suzanne: Gathering different knowledge?
Suzanne: Acknowledge. OK. Gotcha.
Ron: You know who you are. It does not matter that others laugh when you say it.
Suzanne: And that’s something that he could work on? To help the messages come clearer?
Creator: Oh the messages are clear. But letting them into his mind, and letting them out of his mouth… He cannot say those things.
Suzanne: Well, you know his very first question was worded that way. It was, “Why am I still not able to activate my clairvoyance and clairaudience even though I have ample evidence that I have these abilities?” How can we get the mind and the mouth to work together?
Creator: He is seeking the answer to another question.
Creator: You will ask it, and he will read it, and he will finally be faced with who he is.
Creator: And he still won’t want to believe it!
Suzanne: That’s OK. Sometimes it takes a little bit of time, doesn’t it? Tell me what that question is that he wants…
Creator: Did he walk with my son.
Suzanne: OK. What would you tell him about that?
Creator: A long time ago two young boys met in Alexandria. One was what you call Egyptian. He was a little older and a lot bigger. And they played together. They got into trouble together. They ran through the village together. They were brothers. And they walked together for many, many years. He would not take everything my son said just because he said it. My son would talk to him because they would argue about it.
Creator: Oh yes! Why? Just because you say so. But, in doing that, they both learned so much. And no one approached my son past that man (Ron, in a former life) unless he wanted them to. Never was anyone trusted… You see why he cannot claim that.
Suzanne: Tell me what his name was.
Creator: His name was…I do not know that name. From Ron: ( Since coming home I have remembered the name Mokhre or Mokh’re.)
Suzanne: Okay. And so how many years was he with your son?
Suzanne: Forty. Wow. And did he… He must have seen your son through some very dark days.
Creator: The stories you hear are not what happened.
Suzanne: Okay. Thank you. Talk to us about that.
Creator: We walked to the high, high mountains. He studied with many, many people.
Suzanne: Your son? Or this..
Creator: Yes, my son. Study is an odd name for something which they were merely reminding him of. And we walked back, stopping here, stopping there. Teaching. Always people following. And when he got home, he began teaching there. And ohhh they did not like what he taught. Neither his people nor the others.
Suzanne: And why is that? What was the root cause of that?
Creator: They were about control.
Suzanne: Yes. What was he about?
Creator: He was about freedom.
Creator: He was about love.
Creator: He was about, “You are as I am.” So few heard that. So very, very few. And even the ones who heard it were not ready to understand it. But we had to plant that seed.
Suzanne: The time was right for that?
Creator: Now it is. It has taken many, many, many years and many horrible experiences for you to finally turn and say, “I am ready for the truth now. I don’t want any more of this.” And that’s OK. Because… it all didn’t exist anyway, did it? You invented all of that. And that’s OK. Because we wanted to know the things you have learned.
Suzanne: It’s in the experience of having…
Creator: It is. And because you have learned them, others will not have to have those experiences. Creator has an extreme aversion to some of the stories that you have been taught.
Suzanne: Stories of the Bible?
Creator: How does torture and death serve anyone?
Creator: Well… it does not. It does if you want to cow people. If you want to set yourself up as someone who must be spoken to instead of speaking to me. Serves you very well. Does not serve them. He was about love. He was about freedom. He was about you are as I am. You ARE I am! Not very many people heard that.
Suzanne: So, in the real story, of what happened to your son, did he die on that cross?
Creator: He was on it. And they took him down. And they put him in that place (the tomb). And then he was not there.
Suzanne: Where was he?
Creator: All the rest of that was created… all of the good things, all of the loving things, all of the really beautiful things were set aside. Or erased. Or lied about. Yes, they went back. And yes, they rolled that stone away. And yes, he walked out. He wasn’t feeling very well at the time.
Suzanne: He had a hard day, huh?
Creator: He had had a hard day!
Suzanne: Tell us about Mary Magdalene.
Creator: She was a queen.
Creator: She was his wife.
Creator: You did not be a rabbi of those people unless you were married. Why would they listen to you? She was a queen. And she was his equal.
Suzanne: Yes. It’s just crazy how that story has gotten so convoluted and out of place.
Creator: Well. They could not let that be known.
Suzanne: No. So was that true that they traveled to France?
Creator: She did. It was a very hard parting.
Suzanne: Why did they part?
Creator: To protect the child. He was hunted and hunted and hunted. It was necessary to draw the hounds off the scent.
Suzanne: OK. So they separated to save her and the child?
Suzanne: OK. Where did he go?
Creator: Back to the East. Back to where the things that he taught were not so strange after all.
Suzanne: OK. So like the land that we might call India?
Creator: There was that. And farther. There was a place you call China. He was old by then. Well! In those days old was forty.
Suzanne: Did Ron, as his friend from then… did he go with him?
Creator: Every step.
Suzanne: Every step. So Ron (in that life) was friends with Mary?
Creator: She was a queen.
Suzanne: And Ron traveled with your son wherever he went.
Creator: Every step!
Suzanne: Every step.
Creator: You shall not pass me! He would not let them by. “Who are you? Why do want to talk to him?” “It’s Okay. Don’t worry so much.” They always fought.
Suzanne: Yes. He sounds like he’s your son’s protector.
Creator: He thought so.
Creator: My son thought so.
Suzanne: He took that responsibility didn’t he?
Creator: He did, didn’t he?
Suzanne: Yes. Talk about responsibility.
Creator: Is it funny? Even I get emotional about that.
Suzanne: Well, it’s such an experience to wrap our hearts around, this human experience and the bigger experience.
Creator: You have no idea what magnificent, magnificent people you all are.
Suzanne: We are you.
Creator: You ARE! You are.
Suzanne: And this one, this Ron, he seems to be on track. Would you say so? With his purpose?
Creator: He keeps searching. He keeps searching and yet, when other people ask him, he tells them, “You are where you need to be. You are doing what you need to be doing. Otherwise you would not be here.”
Suzanne: Does he take his own advice?
Creator: He does not! (giggles)
Suzanne: That’s a human trait, you know. What would you say his purpose is in this current life?
Creator: Oh, he is beyond what that was about.
Creator: Yes. He would not take responsibilities. He would not… well, in fairness, he has watched the demise of dozens, of hundreds, of thousands… all under his care. And… it has taken a long, long journey for him to learn that all of those events were merely events. They were not caused by him. He was not responsible for them. He did the very best that he could with what he knew at the time. The turning point was when he fell on his knees and stood up blaming Me.
Suzanne: In the current life?
Creator: Nooo… He has always been a healer of sorts. He has always been what you call a monk. And there was a plague. And his words were, “They’re all dead. They’re ALL dead. I did everything I knew how. I applied all the medicine I know. I prayed every moment. And they’re all dead.” Well… yes, they were. And no they were not. And because of what his beliefs were at that time, he did not know that. And in the way you think of as time, there have been many lives between that one and this one.
Creator: All over the world. Many monks!
Suzanne: Ron’s well-traveled isn’t he?
Creator: Oh, a well-traveled monk, speaking many languages, sometimes with people, sometimes quite alone, walking, walking, walking, always walking. And… finally coming to the realization that the fear that he feels of failure is only caused by his assumption of responsibilities that are not his.
Suzanne: Would you say that that’s a statement that any human could take to heart?
Creator: It is.
Suzanne: OK. So that is truly a message for humanity.
Creator: It is.
Suzanne: Thank you. Well, I’m a little perplexed here with what to do next. I wasn’t expecting you to come through. And I’m so honored and so excited. He has a list of questions that he has, but I almost feel that there’s more you want to say, to address to humanity. How would you like to proceed? What is the best?
Creator: For him… ask the questions.
Suzanne: Okay. I’m going to get through that, and then I hope we have enough time that you can continue on. Does that sound fair?
Suzanne: OK, thank you.
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Suzanne: He would like to know, who was the being in white at the foot of his bed when he…
Creator: My son! He knows that too.
Suzanne: I know he knows, but it’s really important that he hears you say that on this recording because he’s listening to this recording right now.
Suzanne: OK. Anything else that he needs to know about that?
Creator: Well, if he thinks back, he will remember that he had spent some time trying to get out of the body as he fell asleep in the evenings. And he actually did that. He does not remember. But for that instant, for that instant, he was at that level, and he saw my son standing there.
Suzanne: OK. That leads me to a question. My perception is that all of that (that higher level) is around us all the time. But we’re not tuned into it. Is that… is that kind of correct?
Creator: It is.
Suzanne: OK, so when you say, “As above, so below” it really is the same. It’s just we’re not…. Our antennas aren’t tuned into the right radio station?
Creator: Very good. We are talking here about energy. And energy is everywhere, always. So my son is standing, in a manner of speaking, next to you right now. As am I. However I stand nowhere… because I am everywhere.
Suzanne: That’s the thing that gets us humans, you know.
Creator: It is. You are limited by the design of what you are. And you perceive a tiny, tiny, tiny percentage of what is around you, even of what you are. Because your processing mechanism, which you call your mind, could not even begin to handle the amount of information that is where you are.
Creator: So you must pick and choose.
Suzanne: Ahh! So is that the mechanism we have… that when it feels right to go with it because we’re picking up…
Creator: There is within you a piece of me which knows truth. And, when you hear it, when you see it, that tiny piece will… mmmm… each of you experience it a little differently. Sometimes you feel it… you call it a gut feeling.
Creator: Well that’s where I live. Sometimes you feel a heart flutter. Sometimes you feel..
Creator: Chills, a shift… mostly I would say you just know. But… so many times you just know, but you just.. don’t.. listen. You know so, so much more than you will even allow yourself to think about because, if it were true, it would shatter your world. And that’s OK.
Suzanne: Do you mind if I close the windows real quick? (Leaf blowers outside)
Part two will be ready tomorrow.
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